aite, diz is gonna b a longer blog coz i have 2 kind of talk about d things dat happened a few days ago. last wed. was the last BeYonD meeting so that was sad. the new KSL was unveiled! hahaha. and the legacy continues.... go sachin go! lolz. afterwards, we went 2 nickel's and datz where sachin spent his b-day. now i didn't get to go coz i had 2 edit a paper which i worked on till 3:45 a.m. not fun at all!!! woke up at around 8:45 to edit it some more. went to school, was 15 minutes late coz i had 2 go print it, get 2 klas, find out i may not have done it completely in the APA style, so went back down 2 the comp lab 2 fix it and hand it in. i just hope i did well!!! thurs. night a friend called meeh up 'n we ended up talking for 7 hrs. that has got to be my ultimate record on phone talking. i couldn't believe it. as usual, we talked about anything and everything. a bit about job and ministry, role of women in the church, random stuff. we finished talking at around 3:45 a.m. went 2 sleep, woke up, watched how the pasta was cooked, den went 2 skul 2 meet up at sfuo den we went 2 cosette's place. diz was our last event wid sachin as ksl. and i totally 4got to take a group picture!!!! aaaahhhhh!!! oh well, the night shall be forever seared in my memory... for maybe a week at least. lolz. after that, colombia gave meeh a ride home. on the way though we stopped by his haws and had a talk. we jus talked about Christianity and d way most live their lives and how we are so deprived of His presence because of our actions (or lack of it!) it was a nice convo. he said he sees growth in meeh... which is kewl! and vijay said i was getting serious... so i guess it means i'm growing in mah faith. yay spiritual growth! i think i have grown a bit since after conference. conference really was the catalyst. after that though, it has been kewl coz it jus kept on building and building. it wasn't lyk the roller coaster it has been in the past wen after a conference i'll jus b on diz crazy spiritual high only to come crashing down within the week. this has been sustained and continually is growing and growing every single day. i thank God coz He has used ppl and put ppl in mah path to help meeh grow. it has been kewl havin' prayer tyms wid marina 'n jimminy 'n joel 'n kitty. although prayer tym wid kitty has stopped, it was nice while it lasted. and l8ly i haven't had d tym really 2 spend tym in prayer wid joel jus coz of assignments and studies. :( but d other 2 has been a bit more consistent...even though i have been l8 numerous tyms for marina. and the bible studies this sem has been amazing. especially i think the leadership study wid sachin. i'm so glad God has used many different ways in just helping me grow more and more in my walk with Him. i hope and pray that this will b sumthin' i would do day in, day out widout falter or fail. thank you Lord 4 everythin' You have done and given meeh...

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I WANT TO DIE!!! wow, nice way of startin' a blog...yah i know... well 2day i went 2 klas 'n who do i c in d lib jus chattin' away on her celly...mah fren 'n klasm8 chantalle. considerin' i was runnin' l8 goin' 2 klas, i was quite surprised 2 c her chattin' it up on d phone wid nary a care in d world. and so i was perplexed and asked her... y r u here? and she said she was gonna go 2 a thesis presentation. oh ok, i said. coz i was wonderin' y u were jus chattin' it up considerin' we had klas 2day, i said 2 her. wat r u talkin' about itz wed. she tells meeh... ummm no, itz tues. i tell her. and things jus went ding ding in her head. the light switched on. totally pulled a luisa on meeh! hahaha. so we go 2 klas 'n afterwards we went 2 a thesis presentation where i jus realized how much i am so gonna die next yr. SO MUCH WORK!!! i have 2 go kol peggy and tell her dat according to d thesis guy ppl who do theoretical also get good marks and don't fail. woohoo. i missed bible study bcoz of goin' 2 d thesis presentation :( considerin' diz was mah last, i really didn't want it 2 end. 2mrw is also our last BeYonD meeting! wwwwwaaaaaahhhhhh!!! have a surprise 2mrw and no one knows wat it is except d person who's gonna do d surprising... i hope dat goes well! :d i think it will... well i ended up cin' d bunch after der bible study so afterwards we went 2 c marina 'n d girlz' haws. long walk. nice haws. insane girlz who are so itchin' 2 get der hands on paint and jus fix d place up! yay sunrooms! hahaha. i'm so proud of myself, i've started my essay and have written about 2 pages out of 10. more work yah...and i so should do dat instead of updatin' mah blogsite... but i was jus so happy... and i think dat i can do it now. starting is always d difficult part. after dat, itz so easy. i've only written a cupl of pages and already i think i can manage!!! hahaha. hopefully, i'll finish by 2mrw. maybe i'll finish it 2nyt. maybe i'm deluding mahself. hahaha. oh well... so datz it 4 now... have 2 stop mah procrastination... i have indulged in it too much now... till next blog... AND SCENE

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k, d past 2 days (march 23 and 24) i talked to 2 ppl about sumthin' and it went well, so i thank God 4 dat. no hurt feelings, and we actually had a nice convo about it...with no yelling or hurt feelings. wow...we've come so far!!!! hahaha. itz kewl coz 4 meeh diz is d 1st tym dat i've really talked to ppl about sumthin' dat dey did. i'm not really into d whole rebuking ppl thang jus coz i feel rather inept and i don't feel lyk i have ne sort of right to tell others wat dey're doin' wrong. but i don't think rebuking is a matter of sum1 feelin' high and mighty about demselves and doin' or sayin' sumthin' 2 another person out of condescension or looking down at them, itz an attitude of love and gentleness to another brother or sister and saying look, you may not know this but what you're doing could affect you or others in a negative way and it's completely up to you if you would lyk 2 change that certain behaviour or not but i feel that you should know that someone may not view it in the same light as you do so just be careful about your actions and words. i had nothin' really 2 gain by rebukin' sum1... in fact, i have everythin' 2 lose jus bcoz dey may not c it as an action done out of love and dey wud either h8 meeh 4 it or jus attack meeh. but i'm jus glad dat everythin' went well... and i hope that if i do sumthin' dat causes sum1 2 b disheartened dat dey wud have d courage and love to rebuke meeh in an appropriate manner. on a side note, i've been reflecting on mah lyf and i dunno... i jus find myself to be completely lacking. i feel lyk i haven't really accomplished nething wid mah lyf. not only have i not accomplished nething, i don't feel lyk i've even done nething wid mah lyf. i'm really trying hard not 2 b discouraged by these facts. i hope that i can use this as a motivation to being spurred to greater heights in every aspect of mah lyf. lst nyt, i ended up talkin' 2 stevie, a guy i jus recently met 'n talked wid. it was really kewl and sumwat freaky coz wat he shared he was goin' thru, were things dat i have at one point gone thru and by d grace of God has overcome more and more in the recent months. so it was really kewl coz we jus had an amazin' convo about stuff dat was close 2 his heart. it was really kewl coz he was so open about things dat r happenin' in his lyf... i wish i cud be more open 2 ppl... der r yet barriers dat need 2 come down 4 meeh. oh yah, and last friday, after d unity meeting, which i think went well!!!, we went 2 jimminy's haws and watched r&j wid surround sound on his L-couch. pretty kewl i must say. met his parents and dey're so kewl. i lyk his haws. itz big. and clean. not lyk mah haws. small. and dirty. oh well... i shouldn't really speak coz mah parents have always wanted 2 move 2 a bigger haws 'n itz meeh who's so against it... jus coz i love our house's location. itz central to almost everywhere i need 2 go. and we live near a transitway so itz not much of a hassle 4 meeh 2 travel back home... even if itz l8 at night... or early in the morning! hehehe. i dunno...right now... i just want to live a life that is so pleasing to Him.. that at the Bema Judgment i can tell God of all the wonderful things i have done for Him and His name. that my life is a pleasing sacrifice unto Him. and that all my thoughts and words and actions and deeds are according to His will and in the likeness of Christ. i jus have 2 continually remind myself dat I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME! thank You my Yehshua for loving me so much... You are my reward... You are my all in all... You are there... through it all. Je t'aime mon Seigneur!!! AND SCENE

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