So many things to go through, so many changes, so many revelations. So much to endure, so much turmoil, so much pain.
These too shall pass.
I am reminded of how unfaithful I am. How I don't believe... nor do I want to believe. In my fear of getting hurt, I have stopped expecting. I have stopped hoping. In essence, I have stopped living. This is not the life that was promised to me. I was promised to have life, and life abundant, at that! Slowly the ray of light has shown itself and the fears and the hurts are exposed. I am now forced to either nourish those hurts or let it go.
The question remains. Who am I? What do I want to with my life? Will I let my past control my future?
In the darkness, His light shines ever so brightly.
