okei... wow itz been a long tym i haven't added a blog now... but I'M BACK! and i've gotta say itz u chantalle, u r my inspiration 4 goin' back 'n doin' mah blogs. even tho' actually if u go 2 mah hp, i write mah blogs der i guess. so in reality, i haven't been really missin' out on blogging. lolz. i was jus reading a fren's blogsite. and jus reminded meeh of watz happenin' 2 d frenz around meeh. last week, i went to the hospital 2 visit a fren who was goin' thru depression. wen i saw her, she was really out of herself, for a lack of better words. i l8r find out dat she has been diagnosed with schizophrenia. i think in some ways, i tend to compartmentalize God and what He can do. He can heal cancer, physical diseases, some mental disease lyk depression but not schizophrenia. Itz a total lack of faith on mah part. and itz so wrong. God is bigger than any disease. He can heal...even schizophrenia. I just have to trust in Him. another fren of mine is goin' thru hard stuff lyk traumatic things happenin' 2 her. physically she's not doin' well... emotionally she's not doin' well... i do hope tho' that spiritually she's doin' better. after visitin' mah fren from d hospital, i really had a better appreciation of my friends and so thankful that i have frenz dat i can talk to and vent and rant if need be. itz so important 2 know dat der is sum1 out der who is willin' 2 listen 2 u 'n ur problems, no matter how trivial it is... and maybe u can even rant about d world 2geder! hahaha. wink wink at luisa. lolz. i seriously don't know wat mah lyf wud b if i didn't know God. all i know is dat it wud b really messed up. thank You so much Father for bein' der always... You are my comfort in time of need, my Deliverer in the day of my trouble, my Shield against my foes. You are my all in all... thank You!

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