yesterday, had mah mid-term. i think it went well... i'm so glad i changed mah answers!!! coz dey turned out 2 b d correct ones. so 4 all of u ppl who go wid ur "instinct" and all of dat... HA! after dat, went 2 practice for unity meeting...itz always gud 2 go 2 a practice wer u don't know d songs ur supposed 2 sing. hahaha. we had practice lst nyt and it went well. didn't have our drummer but we did have a replacement who was so much better dan d original. hahaha. i wish we can have d replacement instead of d original. :P i had my interview with Christian Horizons lst thurs. i think it went well... however, i'm startin' 2 have second thoughts if i should pursue it ne longer. i just don't feel lyk i can or want to do it. don't get meeh wrong, i love d organization 'n wat it stands 4...and i so want 2 b a part of it. itz jus dat i really have problems workin' during d weekends. i really want that block of tym jus 4 mahself. well itz not really 4 mahself but i have so much stuff 2 do ministry-wise during those days that i really can't do nething other than that. 2 d point dat i even forego leisurely activities lyk hangin' out wid frenz coz i have 2 b in practice. at tyms, i mus admit i kinda feel lyk i'm missin' out but u know wat my service is not in vain... i have 2 constantly remind mahself dat diz is mah way of serving Him and it may cost meeh "fun" sumtyms...but i enjoy our practices coz itz wid ppl i lyk and i think can really influence in a good way. i can't really talk about commitments and all of dat 2 d rest of d team if i myself am not leadin' a lyf dat shows dat. lst nyt, i got a testi from a fren and it was really kewl coz wat he wrote really touched meeh. i don't think we know sumtyms d effect we have on ppl unless we verbalize it... so i'm a firm believer in sayin' ur appreciation 2 another person. as much as i know dat actions speak louder dan words...datz itz "more than words" can ever say... but d fact of saying it just makes it more concrete i think. talked 2 a fren lst nyt... gotta love convos about everythin' 'n nothin' at d same tym... at least we weren't stuck on a word for 2 hrs. hahaha. slept at 2 diz morning...woke up at 8:44... went 2 church... grabeeehhhh... ang kewt ni mocha... haaaayyyy.... lolz. so now i have 2 go practice playin' d guitar 4 a while... den i have 2 study lyk crazy mad 4 mah mid-term 4 stats... i feel impending doom.... it scares meeh 2 think of wat he's gonna ask... need 2 stop worryin' 'n just start layin' it all down... luv yah God!!! You are my all in all....

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