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1.26.2009

Relief and Release

I recently just came back from a week in Spain and it has been amazing. It's been awhile since I can say I'm happy. I feel like a huge knot of pain, anxiety, *insert negative emotion here* has been lifted from me. And I know that it's God who has done it... so it is God whom I will praise.

Spain was just an awesome time of meeting with God and meeting new people. I love getting a chance to hang out with so many people who are of the same mindset and has the same heart about reaching the lost.

I loved getting a chance to meet up with so many people and having lots of good heart-to-heart convos and just random convos about anything and everything. I really had an amazing time!

God also used this time to show me the vain imaginations that I have been allowing myself to believe and affect my life. He also allowed me to see the destruction that sin can do when I allow it to enter my life. There's a part of me that feels "woe is me for I am undone... for I am a man of unclean lips and live in a perverse generation". He is just so greatly amazing and I am so amazingly small in comparison.

Thank You Jesus for meeting me where I'm at. Continue to "rid me of myself" because I belong to You. Lead me, Lord... lead me to the Cross.

1 comment:

lowonthego said...

wow sidalicious,

this blog was so great. i'm really happy for you.